How far does one have to go before family, and this case, management starts to take someone seriously? For Sinead O’Connor it took a suicide note. As of late the singer and songwriter has be posting troubling messages, some often at length, on her Facebook wall which finally peaked with the suicide note posted on Sunday. Irish authorities did find her alive and well, but the very next day she cut off all contact with her family only to reverse coarse on Tuesday and want to see her children.

To further add to O’Connor’s despair, on Wednesday she posted a series of notes culminating in a final one stating, “If a woman doesn’t first succeed … She’ll try, try again. IWantMyRightToDieAndIWillClaimIt.”

On request of her family the page has been taken down.